I used to be the girl who get bullied because of my ability of speaking English fluently since I was a little girl. And also because of they are jealous with things that I had; my Barbie doll collections, my cute pencil case with the the matching stationary, my colorful color pencils, my collections of Harry Potter books and even my school bag! Stupid people.
I used to be the girl who have to spent my recess time all alone by myself during my Std 4 life. Yes, I once cried alone at the corridor thinking that I am the unluckiest human alive on this planet we called earth.
I used to join half of the class getting punished because we didn't memorized our Time Tables. Until today, I never memorized it but look at me, I still survived! So, whats so important about it eh. What is the used of calculator then? Damn Mathematics.
I used to have a big huge great gigantic celebrity crush over Daniel Radcliffe and Cristiano Ronaldo and feel very foolish afterwards. Well, I think both of them are hot plus sexy too.
I used to be the only girl without a boyfriend in my group of friend. But I don't care. Everyday I have to hear them talking about boys and stuff. I get sick with that and usually keep quiet during the conversation. Well, I' not that desperate. My first one should be my last one. Because I can't handle broken-hearted feeling.
So now, I'm the new Nurul Nadiah Rosli. I'm sorry to say that I can't trust my friend easily. I've got my own reasons of why. I'm stronger than before. You can't control me if you don't understand my past. Now I'm learning to forgive and forget. It is the most hardest thing for me despite from all of my life experience before. I'm done with it now. My eyes had had enough of letting my tears flow. Miraculously, my mouth just let the muscles works so that I can keep on smiling :)
P/s : I badly need a friend that I can call a Real Friend. I don't believe in Best Friend Forever anymore.
